| i dont like who i am. i dont like being me i dont like anything about me but i dont know what to do i cant stop crying i really need a hug:( i dont even know what to do i feel like just giving up i love him so much but i dont know if hes really the one i dont know anything gosh i am so stupid to think that something would acutally work out ha ill probably be single in about a month or two he acused me of being jealous when all i did is ask a question but i guess i asked it like a bitch or something HELLO?! I am a bitch. i dont know i just dont know. i feel like the only thing i can talk to is my cat how fucking pathetic can i be? i cant even spell. wtf i feel like i dont have anybody other than a fucking cat. |
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| hey wow long time no write yeah ive been busy i guess latley well im always with jeremie so :p a lot of people dont like that it sure sucks for those people! Haha i cant believe its my senior year in high school i am so excited FINALLY done with all this stupid bull shit :D:D Im sooo excited anywhooo nothing much has happened this summer me and robyn are good again we just hung out today it was pretty fun :) but im waiting for jeremie to get off work so he'll come over and sleep over i want some caribou really bad yummm a chocolate and carmel cooler with a shot of espreco yeah i still cant spelllll :/ O O O i applied at a tanning salon, i reallly HOPE i get the job there i really need onee i need to buy clothes and stuff i also want to re-do my room :D:D o for sure im excitedd welll im going to goo |
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| heyy all. yes i know i havent wrote in a while well im never on the computer :p me and jeremie have almost been going out a year. gosh dang what a long time he is moving out of his house and into this sweet ass apartment with nick and felica they invited me to move in too i probably will at the end of summer
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| Haven't wrote in here for a while. Wellll Jeremie got a car :) wootwhoop. We had a snow day last Friday. I knew we were going too. Uhmm..I need a job but I don't want one. I decided not to quit. |
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